回忆就有如留下的脚步, 脚步是留下最好的礼物, 脚步流得下但确不永恒, 珍惜确别流下遗憾.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
回忆就有如留下的脚步，看得见却确带不走
Every moment of second does not happen for twice, we shall always see like a newly born baby, breathe like there's no air, feel like it never existed, love like there is no "myself". Eventually look back towards the foosteps left behind as u will never step back again.
回忆就有如留下的脚步, 脚步是留下最好的礼物, 脚步流得下但确不永恒, 珍惜确别流下遗憾.
回忆就有如留下的脚步, 脚步是留下最好的礼物, 脚步流得下但确不永恒, 珍惜确别流下遗憾.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
In a flash of time - 就在一刹那中
Were driving back in a jam situation. Many things came to my mind suddenly which then makes me feel tired later. Just when i was about to daydream, in that flash of time, i heard a lil "bup" sound with a lil shaky movement in my car. Everything i was thinking went off, and all i know i need to do is look infront and i see a car v near to my car which i know is that i bumped a little towards the person's car already. *Sigh* Nt again. Luckily it was just a little scratch and her broken plate. Payed to fix it. It was just that glance that i forgot what was playing in my mind.
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By the Way, "DEPARTURE" is a great movie i would urge all of u who sees this to watch. Doing something others unwilling to do is a noble thing especially when you're doing welfare towards the deceased. A Huge Thank You in advance towards the person who will do it for me in future when i left. Last but not least Congrats to YAP that won himself a hyundai car. :-)
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By the Way, "DEPARTURE" is a great movie i would urge all of u who sees this to watch. Doing something others unwilling to do is a noble thing especially when you're doing welfare towards the deceased. A Huge Thank You in advance towards the person who will do it for me in future when i left. Last but not least Congrats to YAP that won himself a hyundai car. :-)
Friday, December 25, 2009
The Fallen Leaf Shall Return to It's Root - 落叶归根
Back towards the land where my blood originated for 5 days. PuTian, FuZhou, China, in a Village called Qin Zhong Village where my ancestors are form.
Day 1, everything was strange and different to me, met people i never knew, listening to language i never listened, surrounded by environment i've never been. Old people came to me calling me grandchild, youngsters came calling me brother when i feel strange but somehow related to. Me and my family then stayed in one of our relative's house where they borrowed us their rooms and cooked our delicious meals.
Day 2, Our relatives again made us delicious meals that made me a little sorry for troubling them. Then we are brought to Mei Zhou Island for a tour and for lil prayers and offerings towards the God "Ma Zhu". We started taking pictures and got closer to one another that makes me feel more connected towards each. Next headed to town getting some souvenirs and back to the village. This time heading back to the village, something somehow struck me making me feel warm and belong to the village. Night had came, relatives come and go to pay us visit.
Day 3, The day came whereby we had to get ready to burn offerings and perform prayers towards our ancestors burried on top of the hill. We climbed through high hills, cleared those grown grass, boys, girls, elderly and youngsters all came together without complain. It is an annual event where the "Whole" of the family will gather from different places to pay their respect and show their filial piety towards the deceased. Going back to the village this time we are going back as "One Family" bearing the same surname, same flow of blood, with the same culture and the same origin. Night arrived early as it is winter.
Day 4, Figured the next day will be the day we have to "again" part with our family and go through the usual daily routine, everyone silent for a moment but picked up in a very short while. We were brought to the South Shaolin for visit and shopping places to shop for souvenirs. Before the night arrives, we reached back to get ready for the "Entire Family" reunion dinner which consists of approximately 100 people. The elderly cooked, the youngsters helped along whereby the kids are having fun playing by the side. As a guests and a "family", i was asked not to trouble myself by helping, therefore, I'm gathered around the kids and teach them what i knew. Kids started to hang around me very often. Where there are still certain names that floats in my mind often "weng yi na", "weng yi jing". The dinner begin, a total of 18 delicious dishes are served, we all sat together and ate as a "Family". It enhances the bond of "belonging" towards the village. "Although we're far away but we still flow the same blood", our spirit didn't leave.
Day 5, It was the last morning during the period for us to spend in the village, our heart appeared heavy. I woke up very early in the morning hoping to not causing too much of a heavy heart for my relatives, cracking up a smile on my face. It all melted when i came down to the hall, "Weng Yi Jing" came telling me how his younger brother ages 4, woke up in the morning waiting for me by the gate calling me. Felt so bad i had to leave, hope i could stay to teach them more i could. I went over biding goodbye to the kids and went back preparing before the cab arrives. While preparing, relatives, old and young came by bringing us tons of food and souvenirs that comes up to 30kgs. We refused on the beginning but persuaded to accept after hours of persuasion. "We don't want you to bring anything back, as long as y'all are back with us, we are happier than ever." is what they said that caused my heart feeling heavier. The cab arrived, everyone came out biding us goodbye, hugging each with the heavy heart they said "Must come back often to pay us a visit. We'll never know how many more times we could meet. This is our root, where we belong, therefore never forget to come back." that struck my mind for the name "落叶归根"(The Fallen Leaf returns to the Root). With a heavy heart and a moving car we bidded everyone goodbye, a small group of them even booked another cab sending us to the airport, a journey of 1 hour 15 minutes. In the airport, we proceeded with all the necessary procedure and we are then bidded a teary goodbye by our relatives. A 7 hour of process(including 5 hours flight) and finally we returned to where we are again. Back to the square one. Always thinking when will be the next I'll return to where i belong again. Goodnight.
Day 1, everything was strange and different to me, met people i never knew, listening to language i never listened, surrounded by environment i've never been. Old people came to me calling me grandchild, youngsters came calling me brother when i feel strange but somehow related to. Me and my family then stayed in one of our relative's house where they borrowed us their rooms and cooked our delicious meals.
Day 2, Our relatives again made us delicious meals that made me a little sorry for troubling them. Then we are brought to Mei Zhou Island for a tour and for lil prayers and offerings towards the God "Ma Zhu". We started taking pictures and got closer to one another that makes me feel more connected towards each. Next headed to town getting some souvenirs and back to the village. This time heading back to the village, something somehow struck me making me feel warm and belong to the village. Night had came, relatives come and go to pay us visit.
Day 3, The day came whereby we had to get ready to burn offerings and perform prayers towards our ancestors burried on top of the hill. We climbed through high hills, cleared those grown grass, boys, girls, elderly and youngsters all came together without complain. It is an annual event where the "Whole" of the family will gather from different places to pay their respect and show their filial piety towards the deceased. Going back to the village this time we are going back as "One Family" bearing the same surname, same flow of blood, with the same culture and the same origin. Night arrived early as it is winter.
Day 4, Figured the next day will be the day we have to "again" part with our family and go through the usual daily routine, everyone silent for a moment but picked up in a very short while. We were brought to the South Shaolin for visit and shopping places to shop for souvenirs. Before the night arrives, we reached back to get ready for the "Entire Family" reunion dinner which consists of approximately 100 people. The elderly cooked, the youngsters helped along whereby the kids are having fun playing by the side. As a guests and a "family", i was asked not to trouble myself by helping, therefore, I'm gathered around the kids and teach them what i knew. Kids started to hang around me very often. Where there are still certain names that floats in my mind often "weng yi na", "weng yi jing". The dinner begin, a total of 18 delicious dishes are served, we all sat together and ate as a "Family". It enhances the bond of "belonging" towards the village. "Although we're far away but we still flow the same blood", our spirit didn't leave.
Day 5, It was the last morning during the period for us to spend in the village, our heart appeared heavy. I woke up very early in the morning hoping to not causing too much of a heavy heart for my relatives, cracking up a smile on my face. It all melted when i came down to the hall, "Weng Yi Jing" came telling me how his younger brother ages 4, woke up in the morning waiting for me by the gate calling me. Felt so bad i had to leave, hope i could stay to teach them more i could. I went over biding goodbye to the kids and went back preparing before the cab arrives. While preparing, relatives, old and young came by bringing us tons of food and souvenirs that comes up to 30kgs. We refused on the beginning but persuaded to accept after hours of persuasion. "We don't want you to bring anything back, as long as y'all are back with us, we are happier than ever." is what they said that caused my heart feeling heavier. The cab arrived, everyone came out biding us goodbye, hugging each with the heavy heart they said "Must come back often to pay us a visit. We'll never know how many more times we could meet. This is our root, where we belong, therefore never forget to come back." that struck my mind for the name "落叶归根"(The Fallen Leaf returns to the Root). With a heavy heart and a moving car we bidded everyone goodbye, a small group of them even booked another cab sending us to the airport, a journey of 1 hour 15 minutes. In the airport, we proceeded with all the necessary procedure and we are then bidded a teary goodbye by our relatives. A 7 hour of process(including 5 hours flight) and finally we returned to where we are again. Back to the square one. Always thinking when will be the next I'll return to where i belong again. Goodnight.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Christmas Is Around The Corner
"Christmas is around the corner my dear, what are your plans?" people asked me, suddenly, something struck to my mind. The younger I am, the more excited I am when christmas is near. I hope my parents would get me sth, bring me out somewhr, or maybe treat me a nice meal. Most kids hopes the same every christmas. Often I see children getting nice gifts from their family, as well they're brought to have fun on that day. That's the moment nothing matters more for them. :-) How happy...
But have we stopped and think of the orphans in the orphanage or the handicapped in the welfare who even face diffculties to live their daily life rather than having fun? They don't have no family to hange around with, no one would thought of to get them a present, bring them out, or even treat them a nice dinner during christmas eve. Ever thought of the handicapped kids who are upset all year long and will be even worse when seeing everybody having fun but not them?
To The Public:
Don't Ever Forget The Difficult People Whenever We're Having Fun.
Share What's Extra, Contribute Towards The Unlucky.
To The Unlucky:
You Are Not Forgotten, Merry Christmas :-)
But have we stopped and think of the orphans in the orphanage or the handicapped in the welfare who even face diffculties to live their daily life rather than having fun? They don't have no family to hange around with, no one would thought of to get them a present, bring them out, or even treat them a nice dinner during christmas eve. Ever thought of the handicapped kids who are upset all year long and will be even worse when seeing everybody having fun but not them?
To The Public:
Don't Ever Forget The Difficult People Whenever We're Having Fun.
Share What's Extra, Contribute Towards The Unlucky.
To The Unlucky:
You Are Not Forgotten, Merry Christmas :-)
GooD DaY WitH GooD FooD n GooD MusiC
Wonder why, I just have that Holiday Mood already beginning today, feel like christmas is somewhr around the corner. Lalalala so i went for good food with one of my friend and had a got myself with a new MYMP album. It's Good of coz! Lolz
Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Should he be shopping at this moment???
Who else? SANTA CLAUSE of course! lolz. Wonder what will he get for da kids this year? Wonder if he faces financial crisis everyyear during this moment. lolz.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Impossibility vs Silliness
Sometimes human beings are just silly. So silly that they would just close their damn eyes hoping that "Miracle please happen!", so silly that they would simply hope that "Time, Please past faster!", so silly that they might even sing the song "I Believe I can fly, I Believe I could touch the sky" when they know it is all impossible. IMPOSSIBLE. If they don't they can probably check it in a dictionary.
So is He, so silly that he would do anything he could, so silly that he would stay infront whenever it takes and whatever it takes, so silly that he knew what he would get but it doesn't matter him. For something impossible before, now and never just like we'll never touch the sky. Goodnight.
Its the Dream Again
Damn, it came again. She's so near this time. Did i actually not let it go or is it just coincidence? Anyway, have to start my day without remembering this. It's a Good Day today Kent!!! :-)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Pops to Bossa!
A Great Album I just Got! Pop songs sang in bossa style. PM me if u want the songs. Ripped and it's FRESH. LOLZ
Monday, December 7, 2009
Thankfulness, Appreciation, Fun, Contribution, Happiness
Y'all the people who joint the KLASS World AIDS Day event! Congrats and hereby represents part of the public(who wants to be represented) thx for contribution towards the society n public. Specially thx to da management(Dr. Ng, Yaw Wen, Chermaine KOH, Philax n others, n my teammates(team3), "aunty"(emily that pulls my ear), "aunty"'s fren(Janice that hits my head, if i recall, ps: sorry, my memory is poor), Rizal, Adrian, yunxuan n apart of dat ms.eggyolk, ashley, JB, Tifanny, cecelia, ms. Helmet Head Janice again(as thr r many janices) n many others(sorry i tried my best to rmb da names. But do rmb ur faces dun worry). Not to BE FORGOTTEN, the personwho invites me MS. HANY!!!!(*Clap!*). Thx y'all 4 all da sacrifices n efforts done. N sorry who is not tagged, this is becoz i havent added everyone i knw yet. LOLZ
